morning people!
its a monday and hello to a long long long week with an upcoming quiz in mind nxt monday!
am feeling unwell since ytd night and all i want to do is sleep TT

Came here cos i was watching this dance video of a primary school friend of mine, and then i realise most of my primary school dance mates are still dancing up till today. its quite interesting that most of them actually know what they like since they were young. ofcourse there were a few who went to do other stuff like sports of something but they were all excelling in it. then i starting thinking seriously what hav i been doing lol. i am always too 三分钟热度 that once i dont do well in something i started to lose interest in it. i joined dance in primary school merely cos my sister was in it and hence i went in. then i join english drama in secondary school cos it was really slack. then i join chinese orchestra because i thought i like it. but i realise once i wasnt doing well in it, it became just something that i used to join. now i am in cheer, tbh, i really  like it. but i am not a gd flyer, obviously i know some people dun like to stunt with me and not like i care. but its just that feeling of unworthiness makes me feel like i am just not suitable. And to all on to the fact that a cheer team is not all just about stunts. i shall not elaborate but the truth is there is alot of obstacles that is preventing me from engaging in this sport wholeheartedly like my backbone, people around, parents, or even purely just due to my lack of skills. i guess eventually it will just become something that i used to join.

i probably hav said this before like very long ago that i still wish to find my passion. something that i am willing to work hard for and overcome obstacles despite my lack of skills of abilities just because i have passion for it. or even better, to find my talent. or mayb i just dun hav one lol.

just a random thought today hahas
bye guys! :)

Day 6: What is the most random thing you know about him/her? and viceversa
this is a difficult question because i dun think anything i know about him is random hahas. okayys i have been thinking for like 5 min and i really dont know. erm i think the most random thing is he wears his shoes in his bedrm before he goes out because he says its too hot to wear at the door LOL. and for what is the most random thing he knows about me how can i even ans that. he should ans that himself hahah


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