Helllooo people!
been watching 步步惊心 since i woke up at like 3+++pm hahas. didnt sleep the whole night ytd cos we were supposedly doing fluids tutorial but ended up talking non stop lol
been a long long time since i have htht sessions with omaha ppl.
missing my stupid pui so much nowdays especially since he got no wifi and a tiny bit of data that isnt even suffice for him to send a few whatsapp messages :( and on top of that he is busy again with all the miscellaneous that he has yet to settle so he doesnt really have alot of free time i guess. ytd theresa jh was like asking me why ldr was hard. like if you miss someone shouldnt the affection for each other grow stronger? and on top of the fact i dun usually quarrel with my stupid pui over minor things so shouldnt thr be no prob? i answered its just like that lorr. but really thinking about it, the affection grew stronger but communication became lesser. you never really know his schedule because he just doesnt tells you every single single minor thing that he is doing. its usually a summary of his day and while i just randomly spam him whatsapp messages while i am at work or what, he probably just doesnt hav the resources to do that and its probably not his character. you never really know what he is feeling now because you can only feel from the way he text from his words. he is not even a phone call away because of the major 12 hr time diff that really sucks. (i rather it be 15 :/ ) there is alot alot of time when you just feel like hearing his voice and seeing his face but you just cant.
just when i thought i already got over the hard part, the feelings are back all over again. probably its just a feeling of expectation vs reality. you expect a whole series of spam of messages because while you spend the night sleeping he had his day of adventure. but in reality there isnt becaue signals are weak, he is tired and all kinds of reason. there is this devil inside you that is blaming him and you want to vent all your emotions on him but in reality you just cant because you really shouldnt add on to his worries and its really not his fault.
been watching 步步惊心 since i woke up at like 3+++pm hahas. didnt sleep the whole night ytd cos we were supposedly doing fluids tutorial but ended up talking non stop lol
been a long long time since i have htht sessions with omaha ppl.
missing my stupid pui so much nowdays especially since he got no wifi and a tiny bit of data that isnt even suffice for him to send a few whatsapp messages :( and on top of that he is busy again with all the miscellaneous that he has yet to settle so he doesnt really have alot of free time i guess. ytd theresa jh was like asking me why ldr was hard. like if you miss someone shouldnt the affection for each other grow stronger? and on top of the fact i dun usually quarrel with my stupid pui over minor things so shouldnt thr be no prob? i answered its just like that lorr. but really thinking about it, the affection grew stronger but communication became lesser. you never really know his schedule because he just doesnt tells you every single single minor thing that he is doing. its usually a summary of his day and while i just randomly spam him whatsapp messages while i am at work or what, he probably just doesnt hav the resources to do that and its probably not his character. you never really know what he is feeling now because you can only feel from the way he text from his words. he is not even a phone call away because of the major 12 hr time diff that really sucks. (i rather it be 15 :/ ) there is alot alot of time when you just feel like hearing his voice and seeing his face but you just cant.
just when i thought i already got over the hard part, the feelings are back all over again. probably its just a feeling of expectation vs reality. you expect a whole series of spam of messages because while you spend the night sleeping he had his day of adventure. but in reality there isnt becaue signals are weak, he is tired and all kinds of reason. there is this devil inside you that is blaming him and you want to vent all your emotions on him but in reality you just cant because you really shouldnt add on to his worries and its really not his fault.
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