Missing You
its late at night and I am missing my stupid pui badly :(
I missed walking back from supper with him late a night and still continue talking at stairscase.
Ytd, I couldn't feel that he is leaving for 4 months and was still feeling like I will see him again in sch today. Today I thought that if I engage myself in all the activities supper, lessons, meals etc etc I sense of missing would be reduce once I am busy. Yes, they do relive my miss-ment of him for a whole though my brain will always drift back to him no matter what I see. Anything under the sun no matter how small the link is will remind me of him. And its especially this late night makes me miss him all the more :(
Its only day 2 today and I am missing him so much.. probably its because I see him 24/7 for the whole of last week and it just feels so weird not seeing him around me. But I guess mainly is because I am just used to him taking care of my everything that now I feels weird that I hav to take care of myself. I miss the feeling of looking so forward to come back hall everyday last sem because I can see him. Yet now, the last thing I want to do is come back to hall :/
4 months pls be nice and pass faster! meanwhile xiaodi will hong me to sleep...
I missed walking back from supper with him late a night and still continue talking at stairscase.
Ytd, I couldn't feel that he is leaving for 4 months and was still feeling like I will see him again in sch today. Today I thought that if I engage myself in all the activities supper, lessons, meals etc etc I sense of missing would be reduce once I am busy. Yes, they do relive my miss-ment of him for a whole though my brain will always drift back to him no matter what I see. Anything under the sun no matter how small the link is will remind me of him. And its especially this late night makes me miss him all the more :(
Its only day 2 today and I am missing him so much.. probably its because I see him 24/7 for the whole of last week and it just feels so weird not seeing him around me. But I guess mainly is because I am just used to him taking care of my everything that now I feels weird that I hav to take care of myself. I miss the feeling of looking so forward to come back hall everyday last sem because I can see him. Yet now, the last thing I want to do is come back to hall :/
4 months pls be nice and pass faster! meanwhile xiaodi will hong me to sleep...
this photo is taken one week after we got attached. how I miss those days when he will just appear outside my rm when I think of him :(
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