Hello people!
to be honest i almost wanted to change stuff on my template to make my blog less searchable. i could do it, but i didnt in the end. i didnt wanted to change because of anyone or anything. this 'to be honest' has got me into all kind of troubles this week but i like this to be honest me. i dun like to live in a place where everyone has to wear a mask.. its so tiring. if you ask for a to be honest answer, i want to trust you that you want to hear an honest answer be it you like it of not.
It has been a long long week and it is finally going to end tomorrow when i go back to my comfort of home. Whether i have what i wanted or not the results will be out tmr. Thankful for omaha being with me and siding with me and all the rest of my friends and family who sided with me because of the honest me. Perhaps i should learn to be more of a 'politically right' person and know when to say the right things to please people. Its a skill that i wouldnt deny will definitely help you survive now or in the future. Its a skill that i will really learn from this lesson but would only apply when absolutely necessary.
I realise that mean comments doesnt affect me as badly as it does last time. i am glad that i have learn to be more open about these kind of stuff and people who doesnt matter really just doesnt. saw on my stupid pui tumblr "It bugs me when people are unnecessarily mean. Like, you didn’t have to make that comment. You could have just kept your mouth shut and left that person not feeling bad about themselves. What do you gain from making someone else feel like shit? Nothing of substance. Maybe a fleeting moment of power but that’s gone as soon as it comes so why? There’s enough unhappiness in the world without you adding to it." (http://eletheowl.tumblr.com/post/95799892519/it-bugs-me-when-people-are-unnecessarily-mean)
i have to agree and i must admit that sometimes i am abit of a bitch but unnecessarily mean comments are really a no no to me. Why compare to someone in the past when all you have is the present. but all these doesnt matter anymore because i have learn not to over care what people say of me behind my back, as long as i am doing my best.
while going through all these shit, i miss my stupid pui so much when in could i just come back hall and he would listen to all my rubbish as he hugs me. Even though all these is not possible now but at least i could skype him and seeing him is better than anything else. Seeing him is the best medicine for all my worries and trouble :) a week has finally passed and things are going to move faster from here on :D
Day 4: How did you meet?
we first met when i was being an auntie trying to leech on free foolscape from his roomie. His roomie was my GL for my hall camp and when i went to their rm to take foolscape, i met him at the door when he just came out after bathing. we chatted outside the rm and after that we played bridge tog. thanks to my auntie-ness and it has ever since been one of the trait he valued in me :P
to be honest i almost wanted to change stuff on my template to make my blog less searchable. i could do it, but i didnt in the end. i didnt wanted to change because of anyone or anything. this 'to be honest' has got me into all kind of troubles this week but i like this to be honest me. i dun like to live in a place where everyone has to wear a mask.. its so tiring. if you ask for a to be honest answer, i want to trust you that you want to hear an honest answer be it you like it of not.
It has been a long long week and it is finally going to end tomorrow when i go back to my comfort of home. Whether i have what i wanted or not the results will be out tmr. Thankful for omaha being with me and siding with me and all the rest of my friends and family who sided with me because of the honest me. Perhaps i should learn to be more of a 'politically right' person and know when to say the right things to please people. Its a skill that i wouldnt deny will definitely help you survive now or in the future. Its a skill that i will really learn from this lesson but would only apply when absolutely necessary.
I realise that mean comments doesnt affect me as badly as it does last time. i am glad that i have learn to be more open about these kind of stuff and people who doesnt matter really just doesnt. saw on my stupid pui tumblr "It bugs me when people are unnecessarily mean. Like, you didn’t have to make that comment. You could have just kept your mouth shut and left that person not feeling bad about themselves. What do you gain from making someone else feel like shit? Nothing of substance. Maybe a fleeting moment of power but that’s gone as soon as it comes so why? There’s enough unhappiness in the world without you adding to it." (http://eletheowl.tumblr.com/post/95799892519/it-bugs-me-when-people-are-unnecessarily-mean)
i have to agree and i must admit that sometimes i am abit of a bitch but unnecessarily mean comments are really a no no to me. Why compare to someone in the past when all you have is the present. but all these doesnt matter anymore because i have learn not to over care what people say of me behind my back, as long as i am doing my best.
while going through all these shit, i miss my stupid pui so much when in could i just come back hall and he would listen to all my rubbish as he hugs me. Even though all these is not possible now but at least i could skype him and seeing him is better than anything else. Seeing him is the best medicine for all my worries and trouble :) a week has finally passed and things are going to move faster from here on :D
Day 4: How did you meet?
we first met when i was being an auntie trying to leech on free foolscape from his roomie. His roomie was my GL for my hall camp and when i went to their rm to take foolscape, i met him at the door when he just came out after bathing. we chatted outside the rm and after that we played bridge tog. thanks to my auntie-ness and it has ever since been one of the trait he valued in me :P
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