Worst part of LDR
If you ask me what is the worse part about an LDR, i would say its that you learn to take care of your own emotions. When you are sad there wont be someone to console you immediately or even anytime soon through whatsapp because of the time diff. When you are angry and you complained to him on whatsapp, you feel like you are talking to yourself or i feel like i am blogging on whatsapp on a personal level because he wont even see the message at the time when you are angry. Its time like this when you feel especially lonely, especially frustrated, yet, you cant do anything about it. You want to vent all the emotions on someone and you end up venting it on anyone. You began to see all minor things majorly because you are constantly feeling low about the whole ldr and every single little thing pissed you off.
I have to admit, my tolerance of anything has become lower since i began this ldr thing and i get irritated more easily than ever. People whom i have never gotten angry at before are able to pissed me off at the slightest joke they make. I never ever diao any friend before face to face and i broke this record. I sucks at controlling my emotions and i think anything slightly bad happen to me is a misfortune. I dunno how to control my emotions because things are always building up and even if i was feeling angry or sad there was always a shoulder available at anytime anyday any moment for me to cry on. I guess i was just too pampered that now i couldnt take care of my own emotions.
On a happy note, i finally skype my stupid pui today even though its just for a should 30 min. at least i get to catch a glimpse of him. just when i thought i got over all these negative emotions coming from being in an ldr, i was so mega wrong.
I have to admit, my tolerance of anything has become lower since i began this ldr thing and i get irritated more easily than ever. People whom i have never gotten angry at before are able to pissed me off at the slightest joke they make. I never ever diao any friend before face to face and i broke this record. I sucks at controlling my emotions and i think anything slightly bad happen to me is a misfortune. I dunno how to control my emotions because things are always building up and even if i was feeling angry or sad there was always a shoulder available at anytime anyday any moment for me to cry on. I guess i was just too pampered that now i couldnt take care of my own emotions.
On a happy note, i finally skype my stupid pui today even though its just for a should 30 min. at least i get to catch a glimpse of him. just when i thought i got over all these negative emotions coming from being in an ldr, i was so mega wrong.
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