Here we go again
I think probably by this time, everyone who reads this space will get bored of how much i am missing my stupid pui.. but the truth is, i really couldn't just distract myself, even if its for a moment. Whatever i do, no matter how hard i tried to focus on other stuff, i could last longer than 5 min without missing him to the verge of tears. Yes i am so cui and i have no idea where did the cool girl i once was went.
And the fact is i am facing whatever happened during my nueve. Except this time, the complete reversal of role. It really sucks to wait whole day for the reply and knowing that when the reply comes, its short and succinct because the other party is too tired or too busy. No, i am not angry, but i can just feel how much disappoint it brings to your whole day of anticipation. I am not blaming nor complaining because this person was once me.. neither am i saying it karma. I am just trying to bring across that a relationship requires alot alot alot of understanding and patience. Even if you dont understand, do not straight away bring yourself to putting all the fault in the other party. It isnt anyone fault that they cont be around you at all time be it virutally or physically. Sometimes the situation just doesnt permits it. I am doing my best to be this understanding girlfriendon LDR but sometimes i dunnno if i speak too much on whatsapp because it seems like i am talking to myself the whole day that i am afraid i am too irritating. Sometimes i ask too many questions because i want to know every details and update yet i may seems too nosy and demanding. Sometimes i dunno if the things i share are too minor or should i even share them at all. Sometimes, i just stare at my phone the whole day waiting the the name to appear in my taskbar as new whatsapp messages. I have nv been in a relationship not to say a long distance one. I am trying to cope with it while at the same time learn how to be better at it everyday.. X
So, here i am going to ans the first qns of the challenge i posted ytd:
Day 1: Your name and his/her name
Xinyee Fudi
On a side note, i am really thankful for Omaha, accompanying me through these times. Be it to cheer me up or to pissed me off, thankful for spending their time with me and distract me from all these overly missing :
And the fact is i am facing whatever happened during my nueve. Except this time, the complete reversal of role. It really sucks to wait whole day for the reply and knowing that when the reply comes, its short and succinct because the other party is too tired or too busy. No, i am not angry, but i can just feel how much disappoint it brings to your whole day of anticipation. I am not blaming nor complaining because this person was once me.. neither am i saying it karma. I am just trying to bring across that a relationship requires alot alot alot of understanding and patience. Even if you dont understand, do not straight away bring yourself to putting all the fault in the other party. It isnt anyone fault that they cont be around you at all time be it virutally or physically. Sometimes the situation just doesnt permits it. I am doing my best to be this understanding girlfriendon LDR but sometimes i dunnno if i speak too much on whatsapp because it seems like i am talking to myself the whole day that i am afraid i am too irritating. Sometimes i ask too many questions because i want to know every details and update yet i may seems too nosy and demanding. Sometimes i dunno if the things i share are too minor or should i even share them at all. Sometimes, i just stare at my phone the whole day waiting the the name to appear in my taskbar as new whatsapp messages. I have nv been in a relationship not to say a long distance one. I am trying to cope with it while at the same time learn how to be better at it everyday.. X
So, here i am going to ans the first qns of the challenge i posted ytd:
Day 1: Your name and his/her name
Xinyee Fudi
On a side note, i am really thankful for Omaha, accompanying me through these times. Be it to cheer me up or to pissed me off, thankful for spending their time with me and distract me from all these overly missing :
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