Life is tough like that
Hello guys
sorry my topic today is life sucks. LOL
yea. all simply because I am working till min 10 everyday this week. I mean I really dun see whats wrong with helping my colleagues who are all so nice.... until..
my mum began to psycho me that they are exploiting me and blah blah. then the more I thought about it the more I felt so. But part of me couldn't bring myself to reject them because they are all so nice. I mean seriously if there were like evil and mean I wouldn't even give a heck about them.
I know that my mum chu fa dian was for my own good and that she just don't want me to get bullied when I am out working. The thing is that because of what she said, I begin to notice every small details and became extremely sensitive to stuff. To top it off, this was bothering me so much that it was on my mind all day long today and I was really unhappy. I dun think my colleagues noticed that I am exceptionally quiet because since they dun know me well, they wont know my personality and stuff. But what ever it is, my point is that..when I become calculative, I become unhappy.
You all may say that I am stupid or what..but seriously sometimes I wish that I dun hav the thoughts that I am being exploited but just the simple minded I am on the friend-friend help help thing. At least I will be happier and I dunno. its better for my health maybe. hahas
Ok. so I was thinking how did things come down to this? The conclusion is..its all the company policy fault. Seriously. It sucks. I am saying this from what I heard and assuming all are true, I pieced up this theory. Company told us we can claim ot, but when the first time I worked ot, my manager asked the planners (aka ppl who plan our schedule) how do temp go about claiming ot. However , my manager got scolded in return for asking me to work ot. So, my manager forbid the team from making me work ot. Yet, the team really need my help as they simply hav too much things to do. Without the official reason nor incentive to make me work ot, they can only try to make me work late using their Jiao qing with me. So to sum it all up, its the company lousy policy that resulted in me working so lugi-ly now. mega sigh
okayys anw.. I am now kind of glad that I didn't want nor would I want to choose accountancy. Because I dun even hav work life balance now that I am just a TEMP (not even intern mind you). Frankly speaking I cant imagine that the whole office actually dun hav a life and they are undergoing things that are much much worse than me. But on a second thought, they earn so much more than me so isn't it tian jin di yi that they work much much harder and later than me? LOL I am so bad.
I ended work at 10.35 today and is pretty disappointed and upset that I dun even get to watch 10 min of the 10 oclock show on channel U like earlier this week. Its really nice just on a side note..but I never really nor put in effort to decipher the name of the show hahas
Oh and I just wanted to complain that isn't those whose zodiac rooster suppose to have a nice life this year? why is not life at least up to this point not really nice ar? lols.
this morning my fellow temp on another job told me that his boss haven't come and told him to just enjoy the view from his window. LOL good life ehh. sometimes I wish that I meet ppl/ is on job like that whr I can just slack and do nothing and relax. Then again..i feel upset when ppl dun zhong shi me or thinks that I am incapable. yet I dun really like too much work. aiyoo I am so hard to please. tsk tsk.
Just a random add on, this morning my colleague told me my another colleague is sick..and for every sentence she said I just replied 'aiyoo' until then moment I said it I feel like slapping myself cos its so irritating. hahahs sometimes I think I am so weird lol
okayys late lerr. goodbye and goodnighty guys! not like I am going to sleep now but oh well.. hahas
sorry my topic today is life sucks. LOL
yea. all simply because I am working till min 10 everyday this week. I mean I really dun see whats wrong with helping my colleagues who are all so nice.... until..
my mum began to psycho me that they are exploiting me and blah blah. then the more I thought about it the more I felt so. But part of me couldn't bring myself to reject them because they are all so nice. I mean seriously if there were like evil and mean I wouldn't even give a heck about them.
I know that my mum chu fa dian was for my own good and that she just don't want me to get bullied when I am out working. The thing is that because of what she said, I begin to notice every small details and became extremely sensitive to stuff. To top it off, this was bothering me so much that it was on my mind all day long today and I was really unhappy. I dun think my colleagues noticed that I am exceptionally quiet because since they dun know me well, they wont know my personality and stuff. But what ever it is, my point is that..when I become calculative, I become unhappy.
You all may say that I am stupid or what..but seriously sometimes I wish that I dun hav the thoughts that I am being exploited but just the simple minded I am on the friend-friend help help thing. At least I will be happier and I dunno. its better for my health maybe. hahas
Ok. so I was thinking how did things come down to this? The conclusion is..its all the company policy fault. Seriously. It sucks. I am saying this from what I heard and assuming all are true, I pieced up this theory. Company told us we can claim ot, but when the first time I worked ot, my manager asked the planners (aka ppl who plan our schedule) how do temp go about claiming ot. However , my manager got scolded in return for asking me to work ot. So, my manager forbid the team from making me work ot. Yet, the team really need my help as they simply hav too much things to do. Without the official reason nor incentive to make me work ot, they can only try to make me work late using their Jiao qing with me. So to sum it all up, its the company lousy policy that resulted in me working so lugi-ly now. mega sigh
okayys anw.. I am now kind of glad that I didn't want nor would I want to choose accountancy. Because I dun even hav work life balance now that I am just a TEMP (not even intern mind you). Frankly speaking I cant imagine that the whole office actually dun hav a life and they are undergoing things that are much much worse than me. But on a second thought, they earn so much more than me so isn't it tian jin di yi that they work much much harder and later than me? LOL I am so bad.
I ended work at 10.35 today and is pretty disappointed and upset that I dun even get to watch 10 min of the 10 oclock show on channel U like earlier this week. Its really nice just on a side note..but I never really nor put in effort to decipher the name of the show hahas
Oh and I just wanted to complain that isn't those whose zodiac rooster suppose to have a nice life this year? why is not life at least up to this point not really nice ar? lols.
this morning my fellow temp on another job told me that his boss haven't come and told him to just enjoy the view from his window. LOL good life ehh. sometimes I wish that I meet ppl/ is on job like that whr I can just slack and do nothing and relax. Then again..i feel upset when ppl dun zhong shi me or thinks that I am incapable. yet I dun really like too much work. aiyoo I am so hard to please. tsk tsk.
Just a random add on, this morning my colleague told me my another colleague is sick..and for every sentence she said I just replied 'aiyoo' until then moment I said it I feel like slapping myself cos its so irritating. hahahs sometimes I think I am so weird lol
okayys late lerr. goodbye and goodnighty guys! not like I am going to sleep now but oh well.. hahas
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