its really obvious when ppl care and when dont..
and because i really cared about these people, i tried to find reasons for their behaviour. Yet, time and time again they prove that my reasoning is wrong. Sometimes its really disappointing to see how the people whom you thought will support you did the otherwise...in fact, they rather discuss some non essential issues than to give some advice or at least some encouragement to their old friend here..

sorry this post sounds very grumpy and just full of complaints..i was just fustrated and need a revenue to vent my emotions :(

but i am thankful for all the others who had helped me out and accompanied me through whatsapp as i bombard them with questions at this hour!:D truely grateful..

i think sometime its better to not hav any expectations of anyone..it will probably make me happier...