Hello people!

“Sometimes,' said Pooh, 'the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.”- A.A Milne

i used to not understand what this sentence meant. like literally which person could physically be small? Then i realise, its not talking about physical stuff, but small gestures. i was reading this article that my friend shared : 23 little ways you know someone actually loves you from thoughtcatalog. personally, i really like this website, i know thr are people who doesnt like this website thinking its too full of opinion. But i really like it because sometimes it tells me the are people who feels the same way as me, sometimes it tells me more about myself. Sometimes it just serves as an assurance, other times it serves as a reminder.  

as i started reading the start of the articles, i eliminate stuff that doesnt apply to me classifying them as "not true". The other day while on the way back home, i suddenly just have the thought that i am just in my first year, what if things doesnt work out 5 yrs ltr, 10 yrs ltr. then i got worried and i got sad. then as i was reading this article, i realise i was looking for things that applies, looking for assurance. But what this article gave me, was something more than assurance. It gave me a reminder, it tells me how lucky i am.

Things like stealing off their plate, doing the chore that i hate, more concerned about my comfort than their own, little moments of affection that no one else notice, and the last bite of everything, These are really small gestures, but means everything.

I constantly felt blissed, to have my stupid pui by my side, but sometimes i just cant help but hav the thought what will happen if one day we arent tog. Reading this article taught me something. Its all in the moment that counts. why think about future and give up on the moment, why worry about something that you wont ever get an answer to. Be thankful for the past, and live in the present. Whatever happens in the future will happen.

Thank you stupid pui :')

Day 19: I know there’s not one thing, but choose one of your favourite things to hear her/him say.

"ish me!" whenever i ask an qns. its a side that he never ever show to other people (cos its too act cute and stupid HAHAH) but i really like it :D