Mayb I have fallen too deep
Mayb I have lost myself.
My mum kept reminding me last time not to fall head over heels with someone
You never know who that person may leave
You never know how long the person will stay
Perhaps I am just being stupid
Perhaps I am just having my PMS
I don't know what am I thinking
I don't know what I want.
I hate this overly attached me
I hate this overly reliant me
I hate this feeling of overly missing you.
Mayb I dunno how to love healthily.
No one ever taught me.
I had no experience.
I should even probably read some idiot guide to love.
I given up almost all my time with friends
just to be with you.
Perhaps I was hoping you do too.
But when you did the same
I felt guilty for being so possessive
I miss you all day long
Perhaps I hope you do too.
When I got lousy reply from you
I felt sad for being so useless.
Mayb it was over thinking on my part
Mayb I am just obsessive.
Mayb I am princessy.
But mainly, just cos i love you too much.

Mockery was what i felt
When I see people for not able to get a grip on themselves over love
Karma was what i felt
When I see myself for not be able to live without you

It wasn't like you did anything wrong
The problem is not with you.
The problem lies with me
for not being able to stop missing you
The problem lies with me
when I overthinks as I couldn't sense the same from you

Sadness came because I felt angry at myself
I felt angry for not being able to be independent
I felt angry for being so useless
I felt angry for being so childish