Good morning-afternoon everyone
lols. i realise my blog is more active during exams than during holiday.
here today cos i was looking at one of my childhood friend instagram. we were from the same kindergarden and her mother always comes my house for facial while she tags along. so basically we played together since we were young. we went to same pri sch but we werent exactly close anymore since we were in different class. now i guess we are just acquaintance. its pretty amazing how people comes and go without any warning, any signs in your life. important people whom you thought were to you at some point of time in your life may just become strangers to you a few years down the road. likewise, people whom you never thought will matters to you suddenly are important to you. But having said that, family are the ones who comes and wont leave. this reminds me of how i had a dream, of buying the plot of land opposite my house, fence it up, 4 houses and a swimming pool. Each house will be own by one of the 3 closest relatives family, so including mine, 4 families in total. Everyone will live together, even after we are married and we can meet each other often. (anw that plot of land is now under construction for some condo.. boo.. lol)
anw. thats not the main reason why i was here. so i was playing my fav song on loop for like a million times and decided mayb i should play some motivational songs in my playlist to motivate me for finals.
(I re-watched this video like a zillion times and still tear over it lol)
lols. while i was listening to susan boyle 'i dreamed a dream' (its a song that whenever i hear it, no matter how happy or sad i am at that point of time, it makes me ponder alot alot, and recalls alot alot.. somehow), i was looking at my this childhood friend instagram. and i realise alot of her recent photos have mega lot 'likes'. She looks so happy in every one of them, seems like a worry-free kid and getting prettier since i last saw her :) What alot people doesnt know was, she lost her dad to cancer during the period of A level. Yet she remained strong and even did better than me for A level. it suddenly struck me that bhind every smile, there are tears. But whether you chose to wipe the teardrops away, put on a smile, or just continue wallowing in self pity is a matter of choice.
It also reminds me that while people remains positive even after major changes to their lives occurs, here I am complaining about finals. lol. I am sure thr is nothing wrong with complaining afterall its the way for distressing hahas. But what I am saying that probably instead of thinking why are exams necessary and gpa matters so much everyday, probably I should just embrace and face it. Embrace sounds too strong a word, but the idea is thr uhh. Since its happening, I should just accept it and study hard. I cannot do anything about the occurrence of it, but I can do something to the results of it.
anw on a side note:
From Yishun to Jurong. just cos I said I feel like eating them. its like the best supper I ever had :')
Press on guys. the ending is in sight and thr is light at the end of the tunnel :)
bye bye back to studying hahas
PS: I eat so many types and brands of cup noodle everyday that I think I can write a review on them lerr LOL. anw. myojo seafood is bad. or mayb its just me no liking seafood cup noodles. lol oh well.
lols. i realise my blog is more active during exams than during holiday.
here today cos i was looking at one of my childhood friend instagram. we were from the same kindergarden and her mother always comes my house for facial while she tags along. so basically we played together since we were young. we went to same pri sch but we werent exactly close anymore since we were in different class. now i guess we are just acquaintance. its pretty amazing how people comes and go without any warning, any signs in your life. important people whom you thought were to you at some point of time in your life may just become strangers to you a few years down the road. likewise, people whom you never thought will matters to you suddenly are important to you. But having said that, family are the ones who comes and wont leave. this reminds me of how i had a dream, of buying the plot of land opposite my house, fence it up, 4 houses and a swimming pool. Each house will be own by one of the 3 closest relatives family, so including mine, 4 families in total. Everyone will live together, even after we are married and we can meet each other often. (anw that plot of land is now under construction for some condo.. boo.. lol)
anw. thats not the main reason why i was here. so i was playing my fav song on loop for like a million times and decided mayb i should play some motivational songs in my playlist to motivate me for finals.
(I re-watched this video like a zillion times and still tear over it lol)
lols. while i was listening to susan boyle 'i dreamed a dream' (its a song that whenever i hear it, no matter how happy or sad i am at that point of time, it makes me ponder alot alot, and recalls alot alot.. somehow), i was looking at my this childhood friend instagram. and i realise alot of her recent photos have mega lot 'likes'. She looks so happy in every one of them, seems like a worry-free kid and getting prettier since i last saw her :) What alot people doesnt know was, she lost her dad to cancer during the period of A level. Yet she remained strong and even did better than me for A level. it suddenly struck me that bhind every smile, there are tears. But whether you chose to wipe the teardrops away, put on a smile, or just continue wallowing in self pity is a matter of choice.
It also reminds me that while people remains positive even after major changes to their lives occurs, here I am complaining about finals. lol. I am sure thr is nothing wrong with complaining afterall its the way for distressing hahas. But what I am saying that probably instead of thinking why are exams necessary and gpa matters so much everyday, probably I should just embrace and face it. Embrace sounds too strong a word, but the idea is thr uhh. Since its happening, I should just accept it and study hard. I cannot do anything about the occurrence of it, but I can do something to the results of it.
anw on a side note:
From Yishun to Jurong. just cos I said I feel like eating them. its like the best supper I ever had :')
Press on guys. the ending is in sight and thr is light at the end of the tunnel :)
bye bye back to studying hahas
PS: I eat so many types and brands of cup noodle everyday that I think I can write a review on them lerr LOL. anw. myojo seafood is bad. or mayb its just me no liking seafood cup noodles. lol oh well.
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