argh. dunno why my own thoughts and feelings are easily influenced by others :O
why cant i just not care about what others think of me or feel about me :(

today met ms li for chem consultation then talk halfway i broke down..a bit.. but soon calm myself down again by having the constant thought "chill...chill..."
haiz. dont like to tear infront of others. i feel that i am so weak when i do that :(

sharifah shared with us this video during bio tutorial. first time i thought her lesson was not bad after being taught by her for 7 months. the title of this video is Randy Pausch, a professor at McConomy,  reprising his "last lecture". ok background info, the "last lecture" is a hypothetical situation given to teachers, imagining that its the last lecture with their students, what will they lecture on. For Randy Pauch, he was diagnose with pancreatic cancer with only few months to live and here, he is giving his last lecture (not literary because i am not sure if he did other lecture but well, you get what i meant)
its quite motivating actually..interesting is a weird word to describe it but i guess you will share the same sentiment as me after watch it