Life is a Joke
Life is a joke sometimes. People you spend all your life with suddenly disappear. People whom you just know, became your good friends. People whom you thought were your closest friends are not who you imagine them to be. There is no guarantee as to what will happen and its always least expected.
I have no idea what grad trip means to people compared to what it meant to me. Personally, the whole idea if grad trip to me was to celebrate the end of our education with our closest friends, with people who matters to you throughout this journey. Perhaps for some, it is just an opportunity to travel to far away places, an opportunity to escape from work. There is no symbolisation of a grad trip for them, as long as they get to where they want, they dun care who is going. Its funny to see how easily people give up on something that matters so much to you. Well, everyone has their own definition and there is no one to blame.
In my own definition, I dun care where i go, as long as everyone is present. Its not about the place, its about the people. Mayb it was selfish on my part to want to have a 'final gathering' because mayb thats not everyone want.
'The most unwise way to spend your time is to please someone who doesnt matter' - Easy A
I came across this quote on insta one day and how timely it is as a reminder to me. Especially in recent events. Why am i spending so much time and effort to argue with people who dun even care to go on the trip. Why am i getting sour over people who dont even have time for meetups. Why am I bothering myself with these people when I probably doesnt matter much to them. As easy to say, couldnt help myself getting disappointed with people who dun care. Couldnt help but to fall into the trap of sadness and lose faith in whatever i had believed in.
Let me be a new me. If you dun wan to go, dont go. If you want to give up, let it be. I already tried but I am not others. I cant control how they perceive things and I dun want to force anyone. Do what makes you happy its okay. Today, I am goin to stop feeling upset over the same thing over and over again. If there is no effort in even such a small thing, I cant foresee any future effort in the friendship. Call me petty, call me unforgiving. Truth is we are not important and its better if everyone see this fact sooner no?
I have no idea what grad trip means to people compared to what it meant to me. Personally, the whole idea if grad trip to me was to celebrate the end of our education with our closest friends, with people who matters to you throughout this journey. Perhaps for some, it is just an opportunity to travel to far away places, an opportunity to escape from work. There is no symbolisation of a grad trip for them, as long as they get to where they want, they dun care who is going. Its funny to see how easily people give up on something that matters so much to you. Well, everyone has their own definition and there is no one to blame.
In my own definition, I dun care where i go, as long as everyone is present. Its not about the place, its about the people. Mayb it was selfish on my part to want to have a 'final gathering' because mayb thats not everyone want.
'The most unwise way to spend your time is to please someone who doesnt matter' - Easy A
I came across this quote on insta one day and how timely it is as a reminder to me. Especially in recent events. Why am i spending so much time and effort to argue with people who dun even care to go on the trip. Why am i getting sour over people who dont even have time for meetups. Why am I bothering myself with these people when I probably doesnt matter much to them. As easy to say, couldnt help myself getting disappointed with people who dun care. Couldnt help but to fall into the trap of sadness and lose faith in whatever i had believed in.
Let me be a new me. If you dun wan to go, dont go. If you want to give up, let it be. I already tried but I am not others. I cant control how they perceive things and I dun want to force anyone. Do what makes you happy its okay. Today, I am goin to stop feeling upset over the same thing over and over again. If there is no effort in even such a small thing, I cant foresee any future effort in the friendship. Call me petty, call me unforgiving. Truth is we are not important and its better if everyone see this fact sooner no?
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