Hello forgotten space!
HI ALL!
omg I totally forgot that i own this space and was only reminded cos i saw someone stalking me ehh? HAHA. am pretty glad that i didnt shut down this space because recently i just had too much emotions with no space to vent on. like you can expect me to talk about it on instagram or something like that right lolol
anw i am finally feeling the year 4 very free vibe hahaha. used to wonder how did all the year 4s seems so free and have nth to do everyday while i am stuck in lab all day even though i only have 1 mod. like 1 mod. but its okayy finally its my turn to rest heh :D
i just realised its only 3 months into 2017 but things to learnt this year, see this year, experience this year doesnt seems so little ehh. 对很多事情,都看开了。对很多人,也没有抱太大的希望。不是每件事都有个解释。不是每个人都不会变。但变了又如何,不变又如何?只要心里不要有太多的不平衡,对每件事都不要太在意,快乐是自己走出来的路。
you know i used to have so much 怨言, always complaining why me. complaining why are there people in the world who are obviously in the wrong yet continue to be so 理直气壮. complaining about the unfairness. But as i spoke to people, i finally gained some enlightenment. it doesnt really matter what others is like, 世上的人无奇不有. every experience is a learning point, every person behaviour can be to 增广见识.
there was this day when i was feeling super loved and i really wanted to express my feelings. But i couldnt find any any quotes or pictures or whatever on tumblr to express them. That was thing when i realise i am really expriencing what is called 非笔墨所能形容的. it was really such a strong feeling not just pure thankful or love or i really dunno how to describe it. its like nth can describe it. hahas
Recently saw quite a few people broke up after like years of relationship and suddenly feeling how vulnerable a relationship can be. I was reminded of this again when i saw one of my sec sch senior posting on fb commenting about her ex treating her badly. the thing is, i think they were tog like quite long? and every single monthsary they actually posted a long message on fb and all. i mean yes mayb it was abit dubious and all but the thing is to everyone out thr they are in a very loving relationship. its really quite scary to have someone whom you are so super close with, someone who know everything about you and to have them become a stranger overnight. So yaa here i am feeling rather blue about it even though i know that life moves on for everyone everyday. but its kinda sad to know that not every love story is a fairytale uhh :/
anw ytd i went to sing K and there was this line in 丑八怪 that i kind of agree with uhh. and because whatsapp now dun have status for me to change (wth right) so i need to put it somewhr. which erm is here hahah.
只要你足够虚伪,就不怕魔鬼 。
i was thinking this another day that 当一个人对另一个人感到失望,是因为太爱,所以希望才太高,还是因为不够爱,所以没办法包容。当一个人虚伪,是一种不真诚,还是一种保护自己的表现。
omg I totally forgot that i own this space and was only reminded cos i saw someone stalking me ehh? HAHA. am pretty glad that i didnt shut down this space because recently i just had too much emotions with no space to vent on. like you can expect me to talk about it on instagram or something like that right lolol
anw i am finally feeling the year 4 very free vibe hahaha. used to wonder how did all the year 4s seems so free and have nth to do everyday while i am stuck in lab all day even though i only have 1 mod. like 1 mod. but its okayy finally its my turn to rest heh :D
i just realised its only 3 months into 2017 but things to learnt this year, see this year, experience this year doesnt seems so little ehh. 对很多事情,都看开了。对很多人,也没有抱太大的希望。不是每件事都有个解释。不是每个人都不会变。但变了又如何,不变又如何?只要心里不要有太多的不平衡,对每件事都不要太在意,快乐是自己走出来的路。
you know i used to have so much 怨言, always complaining why me. complaining why are there people in the world who are obviously in the wrong yet continue to be so 理直气壮. complaining about the unfairness. But as i spoke to people, i finally gained some enlightenment. it doesnt really matter what others is like, 世上的人无奇不有. every experience is a learning point, every person behaviour can be to 增广见识.
there was this day when i was feeling super loved and i really wanted to express my feelings. But i couldnt find any any quotes or pictures or whatever on tumblr to express them. That was thing when i realise i am really expriencing what is called 非笔墨所能形容的. it was really such a strong feeling not just pure thankful or love or i really dunno how to describe it. its like nth can describe it. hahas
Recently saw quite a few people broke up after like years of relationship and suddenly feeling how vulnerable a relationship can be. I was reminded of this again when i saw one of my sec sch senior posting on fb commenting about her ex treating her badly. the thing is, i think they were tog like quite long? and every single monthsary they actually posted a long message on fb and all. i mean yes mayb it was abit dubious and all but the thing is to everyone out thr they are in a very loving relationship. its really quite scary to have someone whom you are so super close with, someone who know everything about you and to have them become a stranger overnight. So yaa here i am feeling rather blue about it even though i know that life moves on for everyone everyday. but its kinda sad to know that not every love story is a fairytale uhh :/
anw ytd i went to sing K and there was this line in 丑八怪 that i kind of agree with uhh. and because whatsapp now dun have status for me to change (wth right) so i need to put it somewhr. which erm is here hahah.
只要你足够虚伪,就不怕魔鬼 。
i was thinking this another day that 当一个人对另一个人感到失望,是因为太爱,所以希望才太高,还是因为不够爱,所以没办法包容。当一个人虚伪,是一种不真诚,还是一种保护自己的表现。
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