Burdensome 21st
Hello people!
Just came back from visiting the treehouse villa (AGAIN LOL). hmmm hopefully will beable to shift the furniture around by that time for my 21st. Its funny how much i wanted this place before i got it yet the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment. Its a really nice place but the lightings were dim so not quite a place for party. Luckily my uncle says he got spotlights to lend me heh :) Shall jiu jie over whr to hang nearing the date. I guess the venue is settled more or less baa. Shall stop jiu jie-ing over it.
Sometimes, i just dun get why people like to make comparison. i used to like to make comparison alot and care about other people opinion alot, partially because i am pretty judgmental myself. Having said that, i do still affected by people around me but learning how to keep myself away from being affected by people's judgments.
Then again, who wouldn't want their child to be the best, to be the most popular and shine out among the rest. its probably just normal to have a child you are proud off. But i really dun like people to have expectations of me, because i fear that i disappoint. I rather say things underestimated rather than over estimated. I rather give a deadline of completion further away rather than nearer. Deep down, i know i have way underestimated, but i rather the truth came as a pleasant surprise rather than a nasty shock.
So what if i am opening a party just inviting 5 people. So what if i am inviting 50. All the more so what is i am inviting 100. I dun see the point of quantity, rather what most impt is i made a happy 21st and a memorable milestone. its my birthday, my call.
Lols i sounds bitchy at the last sentence. and i learnt that from my tutee HAHA.
This 21st seems so burdensome but i hope all will turn out well eventually :)
Day 18: Post a picture of the two of you together. (If you don’t have one, post a picture of something you can/could relate to)
This photo was taken on the first time we actually talked to each other followed by playing cards in the room. Lots of memories created in this room from meeting, to playing cards, to suppering, to heart-to-heart talks, to our first v day spent inside the room. hahah how time flies and i probably wont get the chance to spend my time with my stupid pui in this same room ever again cos its occupied by other people :(
Just came back from visiting the treehouse villa (AGAIN LOL). hmmm hopefully will beable to shift the furniture around by that time for my 21st. Its funny how much i wanted this place before i got it yet the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment. Its a really nice place but the lightings were dim so not quite a place for party. Luckily my uncle says he got spotlights to lend me heh :) Shall jiu jie over whr to hang nearing the date. I guess the venue is settled more or less baa. Shall stop jiu jie-ing over it.
Sometimes, i just dun get why people like to make comparison. i used to like to make comparison alot and care about other people opinion alot, partially because i am pretty judgmental myself. Having said that, i do still affected by people around me but learning how to keep myself away from being affected by people's judgments.
Then again, who wouldn't want their child to be the best, to be the most popular and shine out among the rest. its probably just normal to have a child you are proud off. But i really dun like people to have expectations of me, because i fear that i disappoint. I rather say things underestimated rather than over estimated. I rather give a deadline of completion further away rather than nearer. Deep down, i know i have way underestimated, but i rather the truth came as a pleasant surprise rather than a nasty shock.
So what if i am opening a party just inviting 5 people. So what if i am inviting 50. All the more so what is i am inviting 100. I dun see the point of quantity, rather what most impt is i made a happy 21st and a memorable milestone. its my birthday, my call.
Lols i sounds bitchy at the last sentence. and i learnt that from my tutee HAHA.
This 21st seems so burdensome but i hope all will turn out well eventually :)
Day 18: Post a picture of the two of you together. (If you don’t have one, post a picture of something you can/could relate to)
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