Hello people!
i used to think that having a blogger app on my mobile is so much more convenient before i actually got the app. but after getting the app, i realised being able to be blogging on the comp is so much of a joy. yes i am so contradicting. but the truth is, humans are contradicting. when ever we dun get something, i longed for it. but once we got it, we realised that it wasnt as ood as we thought it was and that what we had was so much better. its a simple logic that everyone understood and knew. yet, its also something that only the minority of the monority will put into action- the act of treasuring what you have right now.
i wouldnt say that i am not treasuring what is before my eyes right now, but i would admit that i am still longing for stuff that i do not have. simply put, i am just not contented enough. truth is, i always felt so sentimental when coming to this kind of stuff. but when needed to put in action or rather live with the sense of contentment everyday, i am unable to do it. i was reading jayesslee blog and they had this Q and A post. one of the question was: what would you do if you only had 24 hours left? they replied they would live everyday in the sense tht their ans to this question would be nothing. they then continued why should ppl only start treasuring stuff around them or fly to africa to be a volunteer only when they know they had limited time to live. their ans kind of make me ponder, yes. why?
anw what i had just said was not the main reason why i was here. it was not even my intention of blogging until i wanted to launch the blogger app..which triggers my thoughts. lol. i am so weird right, hahas.
the main reason was i was whatapping (shall not go into details) and then started wondering why i am putting in efforts to salvage some friendships when others clearly do not treasure it the same way i do. then i started pondering and realised that the number of hi-bye friends are steadily on the rise..but the number of true friends i hav is steadily on the fall. ok fine. it fell long ago and remained stagnant. actually i think the prob lies with me..since i came to JC, i started to make lots of hi-bye friends whom i could actually became close friend with. but because i didnt constantly keep in contact with them, or join them for gathering because i was constantly busy for dunno what good reason, we became hi-bye friends. back to my point on treasuring (wah link ehh..essay skills LOL), now i am thinking why am i trying to salvage relationships that had already die down. i should just treasuring those close friends i had now. afterall, friendship is a two way thing arent they? but frankly speaking, there is still a part of me which felt sad they i am unable to still be close friends with some of those whom i had lost contact with :(
following this point, my parents discourage me to be a physiotherapist because my mum said i am a 感情丰富的人, so i am bound to be easily affected by the patients upon seeing how hard their lifes are. i thought my chem teacher about it and she ask why cant you be the one who bring smiles onto their face and not the other way round? really. i dunno. i dunno if really wanted to be a physiotherapist or is it merely because i like the uniform. yes. i sounds like a person who lack of depth :/ anw. because they opposed, i changed my mind..mayb i shall become a dietician lol. so i did reasearch and came to a conclusion in order for me to be one, i can only pursue the course overseas- which something that i am not really keen to D: so, another job off my list and i am back to square one (HAHA sorry i am sensetive to this word, some of you will know the reason behind LOL).
haiz nvm. shall slowly think :O
o a side note, hahas cny coming so excited:D but i still got tons of things to do in prearation for cny ahhhhhh
okays back to work (not literally) but see you guys nxt time!
i used to think that having a blogger app on my mobile is so much more convenient before i actually got the app. but after getting the app, i realised being able to be blogging on the comp is so much of a joy. yes i am so contradicting. but the truth is, humans are contradicting. when ever we dun get something, i longed for it. but once we got it, we realised that it wasnt as ood as we thought it was and that what we had was so much better. its a simple logic that everyone understood and knew. yet, its also something that only the minority of the monority will put into action- the act of treasuring what you have right now.
i wouldnt say that i am not treasuring what is before my eyes right now, but i would admit that i am still longing for stuff that i do not have. simply put, i am just not contented enough. truth is, i always felt so sentimental when coming to this kind of stuff. but when needed to put in action or rather live with the sense of contentment everyday, i am unable to do it. i was reading jayesslee blog and they had this Q and A post. one of the question was: what would you do if you only had 24 hours left? they replied they would live everyday in the sense tht their ans to this question would be nothing. they then continued why should ppl only start treasuring stuff around them or fly to africa to be a volunteer only when they know they had limited time to live. their ans kind of make me ponder, yes. why?
anw what i had just said was not the main reason why i was here. it was not even my intention of blogging until i wanted to launch the blogger app..which triggers my thoughts. lol. i am so weird right, hahas.
the main reason was i was whatapping (shall not go into details) and then started wondering why i am putting in efforts to salvage some friendships when others clearly do not treasure it the same way i do. then i started pondering and realised that the number of hi-bye friends are steadily on the rise..but the number of true friends i hav is steadily on the fall. ok fine. it fell long ago and remained stagnant. actually i think the prob lies with me..since i came to JC, i started to make lots of hi-bye friends whom i could actually became close friend with. but because i didnt constantly keep in contact with them, or join them for gathering because i was constantly busy for dunno what good reason, we became hi-bye friends. back to my point on treasuring (wah link ehh..essay skills LOL), now i am thinking why am i trying to salvage relationships that had already die down. i should just treasuring those close friends i had now. afterall, friendship is a two way thing arent they? but frankly speaking, there is still a part of me which felt sad they i am unable to still be close friends with some of those whom i had lost contact with :(
following this point, my parents discourage me to be a physiotherapist because my mum said i am a 感情丰富的人, so i am bound to be easily affected by the patients upon seeing how hard their lifes are. i thought my chem teacher about it and she ask why cant you be the one who bring smiles onto their face and not the other way round? really. i dunno. i dunno if really wanted to be a physiotherapist or is it merely because i like the uniform. yes. i sounds like a person who lack of depth :/ anw. because they opposed, i changed my mind..mayb i shall become a dietician lol. so i did reasearch and came to a conclusion in order for me to be one, i can only pursue the course overseas- which something that i am not really keen to D: so, another job off my list and i am back to square one (HAHA sorry i am sensetive to this word, some of you will know the reason behind LOL).
haiz nvm. shall slowly think :O
o a side note, hahas cny coming so excited:D but i still got tons of things to do in prearation for cny ahhhhhh
okays back to work (not literally) but see you guys nxt time!
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