i wish i could fall in love with TJ... but i just cant. s.e.r.i.o.u.s.l.y.
just now saw an unknown call on my hp. my heart skipped a beat. then on a second thought, i thought that no, hope is not nj cos tj is a nice school and i am falling in love with it. however, upon hearing ian getting into nj, i just unconsciously shouted "so good!i want!"
thats when i realise how badly i want to get into nj and how wrong i was when i thought i was falling in love with tj... :((

tj is good, its fun. but somehow or rather, i just cant blend in......

i wan to go NJ..........

when i was primary 6, i got a score of 237. i cant get into my dream sch, cedar. because of this, when i was taking o'lvl, i told myself i must work very hard and get a good L1R5 so that i can get into whatever school i want. but somehow or rather, life is always fill with regrets... i didn't get into my dream JC afterall....

its not that TJ is not good. its just that i am not good enough for tj. i don't mean acadamic wise or etc, i just meant i am not suitable for it. after 3 days of orientation, one of my friend commented that she don't know half of the ogms. thats when i realise, i am not suitable for this sch...

:((