very often, we tend to overlook many things that we thought were minor and took them for granted. yes, all of us understood this. but even so, we always forget about this and continue taking things for granted--family, friend, teachers and so on.

it wasn't until one day, when we started to lose contact with them or even lose them forever, then we realise how precious they were...

i really missed those times we spent together. being with all of you made me felt different. you guys made me felt so special, so lucky. we teased alot about each other, although sometimes we did feel indignant, we were happy. happy that we are part of each other life. we supported one another, and we kept in mind-- one for all, all for one. we never abandon anyone, even if it meant pissing the teacher off, going through hunger during recess to wait for one another. it wasn't because of anything, it just came out so naturally. you all gave me courage, courage to do many things i have never done before. i was so happy everyday when i am with you guys, genuine happiness crinkled from my eyes. i never looked forward to group work as much as i did during that 2 year.

but, i didn't cherish that. i took all that for granted, i was selfish. i made you all change your option, thinking only of me, myself and i. then, i realised my mistake. but it was too late. yet, being naive, i thought that my happiness with all of you would continue although we were on different route. But i was wrong. we became so busy with our own lifes and soon, all we said to each other was--hi....and bye. i missed all of you. i relied so much on you all that without your presences, i felt so empty, so empty...