WOOTS WOOTS! finally my blog is back
ok.i haven't got time to do all the etc etc stuff
n i repair my blog because i was so pissed off with..
i wan to blog.
oh ya.before that. today msp test was super funny n fun la!
everyone's food so nice :DD
so entertaining :DD
wahhahahahaha!
ok.back to topic
today ms kaur juz walked passed me n said : xinyee.how come you not in eldds? eldds ended lerr meh?
me: huh?today got eldds meh?
ms kaur: ya( in a =,= tone) every thursday n monday
your attendance has been very bad
me: i got msp ma..
n guess wat? she juz ignored me!
cool right? =,=
n after that.i think she realise that it had ended
n from what i had known from sharon, mrs deeraj told her she can leave after 5 mins of being there because today is only for crew
know what.i had been very pissed n dissapointed after sharon told me that ms kaur said
" this girl ar.i m goin to give her a very bad attendance"
what?! excuse me? me n sharon was the one who went to get wings, went to vivo to search for horns but did not find, spent my own time making horns that were not used.
yes.its no big deal. no big deal in taking up my time for all these things.
it was not used anyway.
but i dun see why shouldn't i be recgonised for stuff that i did behind the backstage of the backstage. it was not used. thats right. but even for things that were used was not known to made by me like the demon stick? yes. it was modify by cutting shorter n what? sticking tape to make it stuck to the stick.
i m not claiming credits.
personally, i dun need to be especially recognised. i juz thought that everyone's effort will count.
but infact, its not
ms kaur said my attendence is very bad
but 3/4 of the time i went to the cca i don't see her!
so is it my fault that we juz dun meet?
don't meet= not present = no attendence?
wat kind of logic is that?!
she said my attendence was bad so was she telling me that i was poning n KINDLY REQUESTED me not to be a poner?
yes.i do agree that i was not present from time to time.
but i NEVER PON.frankly speaking. i only pon-ed once
that's the only time.
other than that, is because i got MSP!
of even NYP!
so isit my fault that i was accepted into the cca by MS KAUR who knows that i got msp n cant attend? or isit my fault that i wanted to finish my NYP project asap so that by EOY i can concentrate? YES YES.TO HER IS ALL MY FAULT.MY FAULT FOR HAVING MSP.MY FAULT FOR WANTING TO CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES WHEN EOY COME.
attendence was not taken properly. i guess that's my fault too? i still rmb got 1 fine day while i was having msp break ms kaur came to me n ask why aren't i at el. i told her that i got msp. n she asked whr's sharon.it was around 4+, 5 . i said i dunno. after msp. i sms-ed sharon.she said she was there at 3.45 +-. what does it imply? it is sharon fault that ms kaur cant see her? is it sharon fault for not goin up to her n say " hi ms kaur, i m here"? or isit sharon fault for being so tiny that she missed her? even if sharon was no around (eg went to toilet) n ms kaur missed her.is it her fault?
my attendence is horrible. but 3/4 of the times i dun see her. has she ever reflected on her own attendence? i remember the saying that: when you point one finger at others, 4 are pointing at yourself" i m not saying that who's wrong who's right. ofcourse. i know teachers are busy. but does that imply that students are not busy?
oh.n even when ime when she was there.is only a while.i m not saying that she cannot go anywhere eles for her busy stuffs.but i m saying that she should at least comeback to check who is there n not there. for ppl like me who went msp n eldds meant that we will be late. so having msp thus late= not present? i strongly believed that my attendence was not marked when i go for eldds aft msp. that happened in dance. i changed a cca hoping for the better. n now this is happening..
i used not to be happy with teachers because they are too strict, too baised etc etc. then i will giving them not really obvious attitude. but i do admit that in those case it was my fault. for eg. ms ta/\ 9im hua in sec one gave me demerit because i did not bring my book. i was not happy with her.but it was my fault. i used not to like mdm 1ian9 bacause she made me do cip for ponin dance. but it was my fault. but now we are consider quite on gd terms. simply why?because she did not accuse me for things that i did not do.she did not punish me for things that i did not do.
yes.my eldds attendence was not regular. but frankly speak. did i pon it? did not not try my best to take time out of my own schedule to get stuff for eldds? even when times i wasn't needed, i help them carry tables etc etc. does that means that those working behind that backstage efforts does not deserve to be seen? (note. i said BEHIND the backstage not backstage)
i guess.society is pratical.efforts that is not voice out or obvious are not to be commendable. i m not saying that they should commend me. but i dun think i should be classify as "bad attendence do nothing to contribute to cca" portion n eventually get a C6 or D7 for my cca simply because my efforts were not seen n attendence was not regular due to one reason or another.
i could only say i was dissapointed.
ok.i haven't got time to do all the etc etc stuff
n i repair my blog because i was so pissed off with..
i wan to blog.
oh ya.before that. today msp test was super funny n fun la!
everyone's food so nice :DD
so entertaining :DD
wahhahahahaha!
ok.back to topic
today ms kaur juz walked passed me n said : xinyee.how come you not in eldds? eldds ended lerr meh?
me: huh?today got eldds meh?
ms kaur: ya( in a =,= tone) every thursday n monday
your attendance has been very bad
me: i got msp ma..
n guess wat? she juz ignored me!
cool right? =,=
n after that.i think she realise that it had ended
n from what i had known from sharon, mrs deeraj told her she can leave after 5 mins of being there because today is only for crew
know what.i had been very pissed n dissapointed after sharon told me that ms kaur said
" this girl ar.i m goin to give her a very bad attendance"
what?! excuse me? me n sharon was the one who went to get wings, went to vivo to search for horns but did not find, spent my own time making horns that were not used.
yes.its no big deal. no big deal in taking up my time for all these things.
it was not used anyway.
but i dun see why shouldn't i be recgonised for stuff that i did behind the backstage of the backstage. it was not used. thats right. but even for things that were used was not known to made by me like the demon stick? yes. it was modify by cutting shorter n what? sticking tape to make it stuck to the stick.
i m not claiming credits.
personally, i dun need to be especially recognised. i juz thought that everyone's effort will count.
but infact, its not
ms kaur said my attendence is very bad
but 3/4 of the time i went to the cca i don't see her!
so is it my fault that we juz dun meet?
don't meet= not present = no attendence?
wat kind of logic is that?!
she said my attendence was bad so was she telling me that i was poning n KINDLY REQUESTED me not to be a poner?
yes.i do agree that i was not present from time to time.
but i NEVER PON.frankly speaking. i only pon-ed once
that's the only time.
other than that, is because i got MSP!
of even NYP!
so isit my fault that i was accepted into the cca by MS KAUR who knows that i got msp n cant attend? or isit my fault that i wanted to finish my NYP project asap so that by EOY i can concentrate? YES YES.TO HER IS ALL MY FAULT.MY FAULT FOR HAVING MSP.MY FAULT FOR WANTING TO CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES WHEN EOY COME.
attendence was not taken properly. i guess that's my fault too? i still rmb got 1 fine day while i was having msp break ms kaur came to me n ask why aren't i at el. i told her that i got msp. n she asked whr's sharon.it was around 4+, 5 . i said i dunno. after msp. i sms-ed sharon.she said she was there at 3.45 +-. what does it imply? it is sharon fault that ms kaur cant see her? is it sharon fault for not goin up to her n say " hi ms kaur, i m here"? or isit sharon fault for being so tiny that she missed her? even if sharon was no around (eg went to toilet) n ms kaur missed her.is it her fault?
my attendence is horrible. but 3/4 of the times i dun see her. has she ever reflected on her own attendence? i remember the saying that: when you point one finger at others, 4 are pointing at yourself" i m not saying that who's wrong who's right. ofcourse. i know teachers are busy. but does that imply that students are not busy?
oh.n even when ime when she was there.is only a while.i m not saying that she cannot go anywhere eles for her busy stuffs.but i m saying that she should at least comeback to check who is there n not there. for ppl like me who went msp n eldds meant that we will be late. so having msp thus late= not present? i strongly believed that my attendence was not marked when i go for eldds aft msp. that happened in dance. i changed a cca hoping for the better. n now this is happening..
i used not to be happy with teachers because they are too strict, too baised etc etc. then i will giving them not really obvious attitude. but i do admit that in those case it was my fault. for eg. ms ta/\ 9im hua in sec one gave me demerit because i did not bring my book. i was not happy with her.but it was my fault. i used not to like mdm 1ian9 bacause she made me do cip for ponin dance. but it was my fault. but now we are consider quite on gd terms. simply why?because she did not accuse me for things that i did not do.she did not punish me for things that i did not do.
yes.my eldds attendence was not regular. but frankly speak. did i pon it? did not not try my best to take time out of my own schedule to get stuff for eldds? even when times i wasn't needed, i help them carry tables etc etc. does that means that those working behind that backstage efforts does not deserve to be seen? (note. i said BEHIND the backstage not backstage)
i guess.society is pratical.efforts that is not voice out or obvious are not to be commendable. i m not saying that they should commend me. but i dun think i should be classify as "bad attendence do nothing to contribute to cca" portion n eventually get a C6 or D7 for my cca simply because my efforts were not seen n attendence was not regular due to one reason or another.
i could only say i was dissapointed.
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