ok..was like messing with my sis's phone grey's anatomy game
sure fun :D

then started blog hopping n became emo..
sometimes i m really afraid to get real close to someone..
cos i m afraid that i may get hurt..
i was once very close to a friend. i took our friendship very seriously
but she went to another school
n i came to zh
n we nv keep in contact anymore

i dunno why but i feel that we are drifting apart..
even someone eles notice..
but i tried to cover it up
i read your blog
had a sudden thought that u lied to me..
or mayb i was too suspicious..
probably i think too much..
i m really afriad..
afriad that that we will go so far apart that we nv keep in contact again
i had that experience before....
mayb this is called once bitten twice shy
that caused me being so afriad
probably it was becos of exam period..probably it was becos we were in diff class
i realise i had not seen you for nearly 3 weeks..
i m really afriad..afriad that history will repeat itself..
D: assure me it won't......

i dunno why..
but i tend to take friendship too seriously
i treasure it
but sometimes took it 4 granted..


aiya forget it..
shouldn't be so emo anymore!
cheerup xinyee cheerup!
lols..
kays
juz here becos i need somewhr pour my feelings out..
cya!