haiz..
today get back report book...
i personally felt it was not too good..but my parents tot it was ok..
mayb reli had a too high expectation of myself..
but watever, still greiving over it now..haizzz
then i sure wun get in B cos my sc got a B4=.=
so was like persuading sha n reb to change to D instaed of A..
then mayb becos they c i so sad that's y they change.....
was quite happy they change..
but after that i keep asking myself "m i very selfish?"
cos is like they wanted A all along...n i sort of 'made' them change juz to be in the same class
actually i felt quite guity.. :((
but watever..even if i really get in triple, n they went in D i would opt
but i was like regret that i nv change to D..cos by the time i opt to D i scared will be full
but i scared ltr if they really i mean IF they nv get in D..then wat will happen to me??
haiz.. i m being so selfish again........
sometimes i think i m quite self-centered....
haiz haiz..
today grieving over 2 things...
1st my overall results
2nd 2e2 is seperating
my mum was like assuring that without my msp then i would be so much better when she c how sad i was..
but the fact is that I HAD MSP! and she encourage me to drop....
should i?? a B4 reli isnt very good..n not like i nv try...haiz..
reli, i think is stupid that they had to add mid yr into overall..
without mid year i would be so mch beta can? :((
my mid yr pratically pull me down by 5%
n u noe wat..y in the world would someone invent something called "ranking"
beocs if i nv noe my ranking, i will not know there r many ppl infront of me, then i will not ask for their results, and i will be so much happier not knowing that i m so far behind :((((((
so sianz now..juz came back from aH ma house, everyone goin off9 lerr then i on ><
lol......
grieving grieving n still grieving ....................................
today get back report book...
i personally felt it was not too good..but my parents tot it was ok..
mayb reli had a too high expectation of myself..
but watever, still greiving over it now..haizzz
then i sure wun get in B cos my sc got a B4=.=
so was like persuading sha n reb to change to D instaed of A..
then mayb becos they c i so sad that's y they change.....
was quite happy they change..
but after that i keep asking myself "m i very selfish?"
cos is like they wanted A all along...n i sort of 'made' them change juz to be in the same class
actually i felt quite guity.. :((
but watever..even if i really get in triple, n they went in D i would opt
but i was like regret that i nv change to D..cos by the time i opt to D i scared will be full
but i scared ltr if they really i mean IF they nv get in D..then wat will happen to me??
haiz.. i m being so selfish again........
sometimes i think i m quite self-centered....
haiz haiz..
today grieving over 2 things...
1st my overall results
2nd 2e2 is seperating
my mum was like assuring that without my msp then i would be so much better when she c how sad i was..
but the fact is that I HAD MSP! and she encourage me to drop....
should i?? a B4 reli isnt very good..n not like i nv try...haiz..
reli, i think is stupid that they had to add mid yr into overall..
without mid year i would be so mch beta can? :((
my mid yr pratically pull me down by 5%
n u noe wat..y in the world would someone invent something called "ranking"
beocs if i nv noe my ranking, i will not know there r many ppl infront of me, then i will not ask for their results, and i will be so much happier not knowing that i m so far behind :((((((
so sianz now..juz came back from aH ma house, everyone goin off9 lerr then i on ><
lol......
grieving grieving n still grieving ....................................
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